i normally ask myself what is d solution to my prob whenever i have one... but now i keep on asking myself... why? why me...well its hard to deny that im feeling like im changn because because of the people taht surrounds me.. its hard to imagine a life without sin.. anyway i still feel giulty, it never happend to me b4, actually at this point of my life where i define succes as revenge. i hate teh people i once knew because they never gave any chance or hope to anyone... they always know who, they dont want to try.. my heart still aches.. because until now the pressure they left me with is unbearable and its like part of my system which in any circumstance i cant get off with.. it , it wasnt a good child hood memory