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Sunday, February 25, 2007
kumusta naman dun?


i normally ask myself what is d solution to my prob whenever i have one... but now i keep on asking myself... why? why me...well its hard to deny that im feeling like im changn because because of the people taht surrounds me.. its hard to imagine a life without sin.. anyway i still feel giulty, it never happend to me b4, actually at this point of my life where i define succes as revenge. i hate teh people i once knew because they never gave any chance or hope to anyone... they always know who, they dont want to try.. my heart still aches.. because until now the pressure they left me with is unbearable and its like part of my system which in any circumstance i cant get off with.. it , it wasnt a good child hood memory

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Saturday, February 24, 2007
kim..

ainaku kim.. may prob at blog ko ala na music.. masarap pa naman may music.. anyway.. ngaun lang ako.. naksulat ulit kc.. katatpos lang ng mvo na gnawa namin.. sana magkita taui sa bakasyon at mapanood mo.. ako kc director nun.. anyway sa wed ung awarding namin.. sana pray mo kay lord na manalo kami.. kim i miss... u.. anyway saan ka magrerwview.. sama mo naman ako.. gusto ko rin kc.. malay mo.. dis time diba.. hehehe.. at least nag take ako.. fave ko music ngayon panic, dresden dolls(coin operated boy), -download mo ganda kc yan eh...may meaning.. paramore.. maganda din t9ong banda na ito.. masaya ko nakasulat ako dito.. lam mo kim i can feel some evil in my head grabe.. kc feeling ko natangal na ung limit na ipinagkait sa brain ko.. feeling ko im thinking in beyond... grabe.. parang mayabang na masarp ung feeling.. kc.. nagagwa ko ngaun ung dapat kong gawin... ung dapat kong gawin... nde nalilimitahan... kasi ngaung 3rd yir nabigayan ako ng chance na ma share ko ung talent ko na hindi nagtatapak ng ibang tao... unlike b4 na im doing d same thing following what dey say.. ngaun.. i get to make them follow at the same time make friends.. sobrang thankful ako sa isa kong friend dahil binigyan niya ko ng pagkakataon.. na mapatunayan ang hindi ko napatunayan ng 8 taon.. na kaya ko rin... kaya ko rin... kim.. evil tlga ako ngayon dahil napakalaki ng pride ko pumupotok kaya pagdalsal mo kay god patawarin niya ako.. grabe tlga.. pero one things 4 sure hindi ako nanganagpak ng tao.. pero.. nangigigil ako sa mga taong hindi ako binigyan ng chance noon.. as in hindi tlga.. ung tipong nilimitahan nial ang kakayanan ko.. pinatigil nila ang utak ko 4 1 year .. ngayon napa ksaya ko.. at d same time feeling ko makasalanan ako.. kc natutuwa ako masyado sa compliments nila. hindi ko mapigilan na sabihin sa kanila kung binigyan nio lang ako ng pagkakataon noon... pero ayoko na magyabang.. ang hirap kc sa pakiramadam na nagkakasala ko.. hay naku kim.. ang hirap.. feeling ko i should b more humble dahils a waks binigyan din ako ng pagakkataon ni lord sa wakas.. at ito ay isang napakagandang pagakkataon an hindi ko.,. malilimuitan hangang sa pagtanda ko..

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this blog is for my bestfriend!
Kim's Best Friend.
Elizabeth Seton High School.
Basilan.Tagum.Maguindanao.
3rd Year High School.
March 20, 1990. 15 yrs.old
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likes to eat,and read.
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