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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
check this out!!!

Hi Kim!!!
Check out this picture!!! Yan ung ginamit namin sa magazine namin....

cge nga hulaan mo kung sino ako diyan.... siya nga pala mag tag ka pag nabasa mo na ung A vampire in love... ok?.... wala lang guto ko lang malaman kng ano sa tingin mo... hehehe


hay naku nung past few quarters kc medyo busy ako kay di na ako nakapag-post..alam mo na kailangn mag-sipag 3rd year na tayo eh...

anyway.. alam ko na busy ka din.. tinitigan ko nga.. yung blog mo.. grabe ang sungit ng mga teacher.. mo... ang hirap siguro talga mag-aral diyan no??

well.. i know na kaya mo yan.. pasasaan ba at matatapos din yan.. bsta pag-magoopen ka ng blog mo-open mo rin sa akin. para malamn mo life ko wahahaa.. kc ako parang alam ko na ung saio...hehehe

bsta gamitin na lang natin tong blog para makapag-communicate..

iu tnx talaga sa pag-ayos mo sa blog ko... hehehe luv you... tnx!!!

~agf~


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wishing.....

ang dami kong gusto....
ang dami....
ang dami....
pero di ko alam kung saan ako magsisismula...
di ko alam kung hangng saanako aabot....
sa aking pag-tuklas sa aking sarili...
naramdaman ko na ako pala ay katulad ng bawat tao na nasa aking paligid...
ako pala... ay tulad nila..
sabi nila... magkakaiba tayo...
pero sa totoo lang .. pare-pareho lang tayo... maraming gusto...
napaka rami...
hindi ga natin alam kunga ano gagawin natin....
pero pag andyan an gusto natin.. bigla na lang natin aayawan.. kasi mabilis tau mag-sawa...
tayong mga tao hindi tayo natututo makuntento.. lagi tayong may hinahanap...
minsan iniisip natin kung ano pa ang mas maganda, kasi nga hindi tayo marunong makuntento...
tao nag naman..
kahit ibigya mo na lahat..
kulang pa rin...
kulang...
marami pa ring hinahap...
hinahanap.....
hindi talga makuntento....


~agf~!

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Monday, October 30, 2006
a vampire in love

night... moon.. shadows... you would know.... yes you would know it is them.. they are vampires....as time goes by this vampires learn to kill..in order to survive... as they kill.. they were haunted...

One vampire name fran was asked to kill a lady named helen..because she has one of a kind blood that could preserve their species before the eclipse.... The first day he met helen..he knew he cant kill her....but he tried to kill her...many times, but it always turns out that he was her hero...he did not knew at one night when he was walking in the moon with helen that he was falling in love with her....there shared everything together... they became close.. and closer...but helen was curious because she did not have any specific time together with fran in the sun.. it was always night... always....Fran tried to be hesitant.. everytime helen's neck was closer in his mouth... he knew it then thathe was really in love with helen... but what can he do he is only a vampire who needs the blood of the girl taht he loves in order to survive...the elders who ordered him to kill her.. was very angry for it was almost a month but helen was still alive....the elders asked him why and he ansewered the most dangerous.. distractfull answer it is "because i love her" the elders got really mad and asked him that in christmas eve if he cant kill her they will kill her for him...Fran couldnt do anything about it....it was his family against the girl he loves...the day before christmas eve...fran decided to kill helen...because he doesnt want his family to kill helen for he might hate his own family after that...he embraced helen so tight.. helen asked"whats wrong?"..."Two things i want you to remember about me .. I love you....and I worship you!" said fran...then he opened his mouth with his teeth shaking, but when he was about to bite helen..."Do it...if its the only way!"said helen fran was surprised, How did helen knew he was going to bite her...he let go of helen.. and watched helen cried..."how did you know?" asked fran. "my blood was said to be descendants blood...every vampire wants me... "said helen."All the time you knew i was a vampire, how?" asked fran "I have the gift to sense your species..."said helen "but if you knew you could just run away"said fran..."I did run away, but you were always there"said helen."i knew you are going to kill me somehow.. but before i knew it I was already falling in love with you..." both of them just stared each other .. they were thinking what is going to be their next move , they were both afraid of each other..."Helen... you know that I love you.. And i will do everything to protect you... but without your blood my species will die,and they are my family"said fran why does this have to be so complicated, why I cant love you?said helen... fran kissed helen ....and from that kiss they knew.. that they can't let each other die... they love each other...They where in each other side....on the christmas eve....

Christmas eve

look fran its snowing said helen...
I know helen...Said fran..
Isnt beautiful? asked helen..
your more beautiful than the snow uttered fran.. "But tonight is our last time together i must leave you.."said fran.
But why cant we be like this? said helen.
"for us to be like this i have to kill your mortality"..said fran
fran gently kissed helen, each kiss was a curse that they both shared ...

they knew what to do ....Fran and helen went to the church... but they couldnt go much further than the gate, so theys tayed on the car.. beacuse fran cant go beyond the bounds... they both prayed....they were both asking for his kindness...for they cant let go of each other...."God, Help us ...lead us to you" said helen..."Let us be together!" said fran... And A drop of tear fell into frans eyes.. The very first tear on a vampires eyes....Beacause Vampires cant cry.... Fran was the first one....

it was christmas eve.. and fran hasnt killed Helen.. the elders got mad.. and follow them unto the church... The elders said that they were both going to died....
The vampires attacked them....but all they could do was run away... as the vampires attacked helen.. fran continued to protect her...like what he does from the very first day he met her....
Fran wanted to save her beloved helen.. so he drove towards the church so that the vampires wont kill helen.. even if it means his death too"fran no.. I cant do it without you"said helen. shrieking with pain fran said "you must live ! .the elders turned into stones... but fran did not turn into a stone.. then a light from the above suddenly appear... "I have seen you suffer my children....you must live happily now....Avoid evil... Your love proves that one can always change... no one is born to be evil.. Fran you are forgiven!"

The Both of them knew they were free.. all they could do was cry from all the things that happened.... they are still together.. a mortal.. in love and a vampire in love..... They kissed each other as if there is no tomorrow.... and for the first time they were together in the sun.... They saw the sun together with joy in their heart....

A.F.G~stories...


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bestfriend..... kim....

Kim....

grabe miss na kita sobra.... sana magkasama na tayo..... sana mag kita na tau ulit.... ikaw lang talga bestfriend ko... huhu.... alam mo ba ung feeling na may kasama ka pero feeling mo wala....huhu.. un ung nararamdaman ko... pag sa lunch dami ko ksama pero feeling ko di ako kumpleto.... pag-uwian parang may mas hinahanap akong kasabay... kasysa sa kanila.. i mean gusto ko barkada ko kaya lang iba ka... iba ka talga.. parang sa iyo.... ako talga sarili ko....

ano.. ba yan nagdrama ako..?? sana mag-collage na tau para lagi tau magkasama.... iakw na lang tatawagin kong bestfriend kc ikaw lang talag totoo kong bestfriend.... kim...... sana... talga... bumilis ung panahon para maksama na kita.... sana tau pa rin mag bestfriend hangngang sa pagtanda natin... ang bait ni Lord sa akin kc binigyan nia ako ng tulad mo....

pag ala ka ginagwa tingin tingin ka lang sa blog ko.. kc kya ako nag blog paar saio.. paar alam mo nangyaayari sa akin... miss na talga kita.. huhuhu...


Luv ya bez...exit muna...

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Sunday, October 29, 2006
lumilipad

ngayon ....ano ba nag-iisisp lang naman ako..marami kc akong iniisip...grabe ang tagal na pala ng huling update ko sa blog..ngaun lang kc may time... ano pa ba?? dami kc ginagwa.. grabe.. wala talga... anong gagawin mo.. kung ang taong inaakala mong dapat para sa iyo... ay hindi pala dapat sa iyo... paano kung isang araw mag-gising ka na lang... at tinatanong mo sa sarili mo .. "Nasaan na siya?"...... kung alam mo naman sa sarili mo na hindi talga siya ang dapat mo hanapin... ang hirap masaktan ng sobra.. parang... parang.....para kang Pinapatay unti unti matapos.. basain ng yelo... ahy naku... nakakapagod.. nakakapagod talga......

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this blog is for my bestfriend!
Kim's Best Friend.
Elizabeth Seton High School.
Basilan.Tagum.Maguindanao.
3rd Year High School.
March 20, 1990. 15 yrs.old
Kind.
likes to eat,and read.
Kim
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