Thursday, July 27, 2006
hanap....hanap....
ako, nagiisip pa ako, kung sa sususnod na paghinga mag kakaroon ng bagong sibol ng damdamin, magkakaroon ng panibagong pag asa na hindi na ko mag-iisa, alm ko hindi ako nagiisa sapagkat andayn silang lahat, silang lahat na minamahal ako.... ngunit paano ko masasabi na ako ay completo kung pakiramdam ko ay may kulang hindi kaya ako maging isang matinong baliw?, kahit na ang aking pagiisip ay puno ng kaligayahan, bakit napupuno ng kalungkutan ang aking keyboard? hindi kaya dahils pagod o stress kaya ako ganito? Masaya naman ako, at walng kalungkutan na bumabalot sa aking mga buto.... subalit ang aking pakiramdam ay nag uumapaw sa katanungan kung sino ang aking dapat paniwalaan ang sarili ko na gumagawa nito o ang aking mga kamay na nananatili sa keyboard? gusto na pumikit ng mga mata ko, pero gusto pa ng mga kamay ko na mag sulat ng magsulat hanggang sa mapudpod ang aking mga kamay sa kakasulat ng aking mga narararmdaman.....sinusumpa ko ang tv, dahil dito di ko maaga nagawa ang dapat ko gawin. pero bakit di ko masumpa ang computer?
LALALALALALALALALA...... ANG SARAP KUMANATA SA BAWAT NOTA LLONG SUMASARAP;
masaya ngayon ; masaya pa rin bukas!
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
friends
If we really like someone , there is this force that keeps us from doing things for that person. But what do we get in return?
Its true love has to be unconditional, but what if you have given it all, would you mind keeping something for yourself called "respect"?
I have plenty of friends who has the same problem, sometimes i want to kick their butt because i dont want to see them like that...
i am a person who get so attached with the person i like, so whenever they have problems, i always felt like we were sharing the same problem......
but sometimes i really try not to intervene, so that they will not do the same mistakes aagain...
like a butterfly, it has to get out of the cocoon by itself, try helping it, and it will never fly....
their wings becomes stronger if thet get out of their cocoon by themeselves.
HEHE.....
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story...
THE WRITER..
There was this boy There was this girl
The boy was a happy go luck guy, he comes when he comes, doesn’t plan for the future, and waits for it to come..
The girl.... typical intelligent, like’s challenges and everything, doesn’t have a nice figure, but it doesn’t keep her in her way...she has a lot of dreams.
As usual they met, find each other arrogant, make fun of each other, but finally felt something when they are together...
But guess the ending..................???!!
Ending;
It didn’t work out..
*why?
They are opposite
*so?
He can’t change for her, she can’t change for him
One of the moral lessons: you don’t have to change in order to be loved.
*what if the guy was doing a bad thing don’t you want him to change?
But the thing is the guy in the story doesn’t want to change.
*still?
Ok, if the girl really loves the guy then she will accept the guy, but the thing is i am not a stupid writer to make her do stupid things. So the girl remains intelligent because she knows nothing will happen in their relationship because she will be the only one giving and understanding... *hey?!! Why don’t you make the guy change?... don’t you believe in happy endings?
Well honey, I don’t believe in fairy tales, .... i believe in happily ever after....
*it doesn’t make sense you don’t believe in fairy tales but you believe in happily ever after? It doesn’t make sense!
For me they are different.... don’t you get it fairy tales are wish fulfillments of some crazy girl who wants to marry a prince! Happily ever after is that both of you stay happy no matter what.... even if you are not together.. What? Do you want to hurt each other every day because of what you feel? C’mon.
*but there’s no love without hurt?
I don’t like bleeding characters..! What? Wait for the girl to be in a near death experience , so that the guy will realize that he really likes the girl and then there’s this moment when the guy asks god to interfere so that the girl would be save.... and then the girl wakes up and the guy will promise her, that he will change for her.. Like who would buy that story??
*so your doing this uncommon story to make it popular??!!
No! i want a story that will make people think, and i want my work to wake them up from useless things. Popularity is just a bonus, but your sense of achievement that the readers appreciates your work is priceless
*but its hard right? To make people think? We have our own mind that thinks differently.
Correct you have your own mind you are doing things according to you conscience and not because its a law, even if it is a law, you are the one deciding what to do. As a writer i want to share my opinions, i want to share what I think is correct.
*ok one last question after we have our break, what is the hardest thing of being writer? You’re like a crazy clown asking yourself questions that you have to answer in order to create a masterpiece that will make you satisfied.
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
ayos!!!!!!
ayos!!!! ang sarap talaga mabuhay diba..... sabi ng ilan puro problema na lang sila at wala na atang nangyayaring positibo sa kanila.. pero sa totoo lang, nasa tao yan, it is how you will handle and control yourself.... paano ka magiging masaya kung pinipilit mo ang sarili mo sa iba?
it's true, tayong mga tao masyado attach sa mga taong feeling natin eh..... trip natin sa bagay kanya kanya nga namang trip yan.......
depende sa iyo kung papaadala ka, at magiging sunudsunuran....... Info: Hindi nangyayari masyado sa akin ang mga bagay na sinusulat ko, sa mga friends ko.....
hehehe, kasi sabi nila kaya daw nila magsabi sa akin ng sama ng loob kasi, may nasasabi daw ako maganda .. hahaha..
ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang sarap pala talaga mag share sa blog!!!!!!
god bless~~~~
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Monday, July 17, 2006
wala lang...
people..... sometimes in our life we learn how to give. we learn how to take. but please do not let yourself give too much or take too much. anything much is not good.
friendship.... It is also nice to know that there are this people that wants to be your friend. Marami na kasi sa panahon natin ngayon ang namimili na ng friends. Pero kailangan laging may good side sa friendship kasi kung wala you will never grow as a person.
I do beleive taht someday love will overcome morltality....
ang saya ng trip ko no? wala kasi ako masabi ngayon, pagpasensyahan nyo na post ko... hay naku.. buhay nga naman minsan.....
I live a happy life ... I am not sad mukhang lang talaga akong stressed ngayon.. at least alam ko na may concern sila.... pero ang gulo....
ang daming dapat gawin na di mo magawa kasi marami ka apng dapat gawin, na feeling mo naman di na dapat gawin, nakakainis lang kasi minsan pinipilit nila ipagawa sa iyo, kahit napipilitan ka lang gawin dahil dapat talag gawin.....
iintindihin mo ang mga taong di mo naman dapt iniintindi, pero iniintindi mo pa rin ksi may feeling ka pa rin na dapat mo intindihin....
hahahaa................. ang sarap talaga mabuhay..
god bless !
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
papa
Papa, ingat ka lagi.... godbless and take care....!! Love you!!!!
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I don't want to look stressed
Stressed?
If you feel na super stress ka na like me, may some tips ako.. heheh
1. dapat may squeeze ball ka, while squeezing it takes away tension and everything. 2. Dapat lagi straight body.. 3. Always drink milk 4. Eat candies> 5. Pray, meditate and focus your mind.
yan... sometimes effective cya sa akin, sometimes naman hindi, depende cguro on how you will handle yourself..
peace out!!!!!
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Ang dami ng assignmenst...
grabe !!!! ewan ko ang dami assignments.... meron pa kaming documentation na gagwin.. ang hirap maging hs pero its worth it naman pag naka graduate ka na... post ko lang isa sa mga favorite songs ko by good charlotte nakaka release ng stress......
I Just Wanna Live by Good CharlotteI need an alarm system in my house so I know when people are creeping about these people are freaking me out these days It's getting hectic every where that I go they won't leave me alone theres things they all wanna know i'm paranoid of all the people I meet why are they talking to me and why can't anyone see I just wanna live dont really care about the things that they say dont really care about what happens to me I just wanna live Just wanna live Just wanna live Just wanna live Just wanna live Just wanna live Just wanna live I rock a law suit when i'm going to court a white suit when I'm getting a divorced a black suit at the funeral home and my birthday suit when I'm home alone Talking on the phone got an interview with the rolling stone they're saying now youre rich and now you're famous fake ass girls all know your name and Lifestyles of the rich and famous your first hit. aren't you ashamed of the life of the life of the life we're living? I just wanna live don't really care about the things that they say don't really care about what happens to me I just wanna live Stop your messing around boy better think of your future better make some good plans boy said everyone of my teachers Look out you better play it safe you never know what hard times will come your way we say where we're coming from we've already seen the worst that this life can bring Now we expect it every where that we go all the things that they say yeah we already know I just wanna live dont really care about the things that they say dont really care about what happens to me (just wanna live just wanna live just wanna live) I just wanna live just wanna live (just wanna live just wana live just wanna live) I just wanna live just wanna live (just wanna live just wanna live) dont really care about the things that they say (just wanna live just wanna live just wanna live) dont really care about what happens to me I just wanna live
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
pupunta kami ng airport.....
pupunta kami ng airport hhatid namin si papa. he is going to visit my grandma, kc medyo mahina na siya.... . Lola ko 100 plus years old na , mas matanda pa daw kasi siya sa munisipyo kaya unknown pa rin hanggang ngayon sa amin kung ano na age niya... last time na pumunta kami doon mahina na siya pero parang mas lumamala ngayon..... sana maging ok na siya... galing ng lola ko no?? healthy living kasi siya, vegtables lang ang kinakain niya saka fish, di ko pa siya nakita kumain ng karne, saka ang lakas ng faith niy kay god every night bago siya matulog nakikita ko siya mag pray kay god. saka may green thumb din siya.. sa likod ng house namin sa province ang ganda dati ng garden niya kaya lang simula nung nahirapan siya makakita napabayaan na tuloy... naaalala ko noon, basta super great niya na lola, lahat ibibigay niya sa iyo.. hmmm may naalala pa pala ako.... mahilig siya sa beer at coke... siguro vitamins niya yun kasi ang alam ko, kailangan mo rin magkaroon ng alchohol sa katawan...
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first blog
etoh.. nagmumunimuni.. ang saya may blog na ako...!! dahil sa bestfriend ko si kim.. well birthday niya nung thursday.... sa totoo lang ngayon lang nagiging hi- tech life ko, wala lang kasi akong magawa ngayon, sana masaya mag- blog!!!! feeling ko naman masaya..i just want to share something about me.. para din mabasa ng bestfriend ko nangyayari sa life ko kasi, medyo nawawalan kami ng communication, dahil magkaiba na kami ng school, biruin mo, 8 years na kami kami mag bestfriends, kay ayun , buti na lang hindi pa kami nagkakasawaan,, hehehe,, ano pa ba i'm a person na minsan mukhang pagod, siguro ng minsan dami kasi school work pero ok lang masaya pa rin naman ma sikreto din akong tao.. kaya medyo may pakga myterious??!! ah bsta ewn, wait for the next events na lang..:>
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